christensen love

. a n d t h e h i l l s .

2012-03-14T03:12:00.002-07:00

photo by danielle green

blue skies and desert nights.

2012-03-12T15:09:00.001-07:00

photo by me

don't ruin my appetite.

2012-03-12T15:08:00.000-07:00

( hollywood hills self portrait ) !!

oh yeah.

2012-03-12T14:24:00.003-07:00

ashley olsen

time.

2012-03-12T01:34:00.014-07:00

we met in a crowd, it was a strange time. i miss the early sunlight and i miss you sometimes. fuck all the wasted days, fuck all the restless nights, fuck all the beautiful art, fuck all the dollars we never spent. now i'm gone, somewhere in my own head. using drops to kill the pain, using courage as revenge, using you just a little. go sleep in the gutter and be someone else. if someone knows it all it's my chills. we wanted what we couldn't have, the fantasy rush that made me high. i thought i would settle but never again. running through the never ending winds and glass on the ground. hurting so bad you wanna choke, kill your own soul and drift away. but then the blue sky comes, makes you numb, makes you begin again. somehow.

there will be dust in the clouds, clouds in your eyes.

2012-03-11T11:50:00.006-07:00

photos by me

. we went to griffith to shoot a video .

happy sunday !!

2012-03-11T11:44:00.005-07:00

lara stone

nightcrawler.

2012-03-09T16:24:00.008-08:00

you got right under my skin.

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runaway friends.

2012-03-09T15:53:00.004-08:00

photo by me

i wanna feel you i wanna hate you.

2012-03-09T15:51:00.006-08:00

photo by me

i wish we were in the movies where no one is ever alone.

2012-03-09T15:46:00.002-08:00

d a n i e l l e g r e e n .

2012-03-08T12:16:00.006-08:00

photo by me

always tipsy always hustling always dreaming.

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. captured by nicky kay out and about a few days ago at the Echo .

diet coke and crackers for breakfast with velvet underground blasting and broken sunlight through my sheets.

2012-03-08T11:56:00.004-08:00

last week was crazy dreaming in new york.

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i love new york and can't wait to go back again very soon. i now own a company based in new york and very proud of so. creative mind blowing happenings are in the works - city lights and dreamy nights - a wish to escape and search for golden walls. i love brooklyn and i love the hectic feeling that makes me step it up and forget that everything else exist. i love the dive bar in williamsburg that only played metal and the awesome burgers we had there at midnight before we rocked out to a friends band and made it home somehow somewhere drunken in the cold. i love the random dinner party with strangers and the deli at the corner that made the best bagel sandwich for three dollars. half work and half running away if only for a few days. now back in the hills trying not to forget those promises and moments of inspiration needed to get there.

we live young and we don't work for free.

2012-03-08T02:36:00.003-08:00

ukulele practice at 3am at my friends flat in brooklyn last week on my visit to the amazing city !!

. wasted . day . dreams .

2012-03-05T01:46:00.007-08:00

photos via paternity

tracks of resolution.

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craving pills to go to sleep. craving love to live. craving hunger to survive. running through city lights.

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coolness.

2012-03-05T01:06:00.001-08:00

new york city happenings.

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photo booth fun times last night at a show at glasslands gallery in williamsburg.

happiness comes at the strangest time.

2012-02-27T21:04:00.011-08:00

photos by me

. life these days .

lost somewhere on the california highways.

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lykke li cool bathroom happenings.

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trapped -

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in my own dreams, my own misery, my own freedom, my own fears, my own love for the unknown and in your arms. escaping with a plan to disappear in the city lights. with the sadness hidden well inside. hoping to recover just a little, do some crazy a r t and come back stronger than before. somehow somewhere some-place within.

can we have another martini please.

2012-02-27T15:58:00.004-08:00

nickster and i jam sesh !!

fuck i find myself starting to like it all.

2012-02-27T15:49:00.010-08:00

it's a sickness.

2012-02-27T15:39:00.004-08:00

photo by me at malibu !!

antoine debarge debuting tropical nirvana.

2012-02-27T15:26:00.001-08:00

photo by me from antoine debarge's show at harvard and stone a couple weeks back.

i like i love, i love i like.

2012-02-27T11:51:00.010-08:00

- listening to the new album from delta spirit about to be released on march 13th -

stream it HERE on rolling stones site. i'm a fan !!

darling i'll leave and you wont come along.

2012-02-23T11:27:00.004-08:00

arhh yes today totally feels like spring.

2012-02-22T20:53:00.000-08:00

captured by shelby d.

once upon a time there were two now there is one.

2012-02-22T01:20:00.000-08:00

inspiration / photos via patternity's blog !!

silent shout.

2012-02-22T01:19:00.001-08:00

. out and about .

coming up los angeles.

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art piece " a million nights " .

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. christensen love .

this ground is a peaceful breath of fresh air surfing into my existents. I want to shake my head a thousand times and run through the dark forest, get wasted and never look back. but what hurts will still be a knife of wisdom. a sore pinching into the soul of a lost heart that only life will heal. I'm aware it will and my tears seem justice to peace. I will surrender and love shall find me when time is right. the future will hold that treasure. maybe tomorrow and maybe never, but I will live again. fly to the endless land of no sense and dream on a beach of quiet peace with a million drums to get loud again. because only this life exist and my body needs water to swim. hell will be no where ever again. my brain is wicked with wires and magic exist. I try to run but can't. only these walls will make me smile. the ocean breeze will take over the lust and the puzzle will start to unfold piece by piece. I believe to my dearest I shall survive and I appreciate you more than anyone know. but only within myself will the music play and crazy colors come to life as I live through the restless nights. my fever can only be drowned with pills but my soul craves more and the blue sky makes me wild. when I close my eyes only black exist. I paint all dark but it doesn't make me sad. I believe in mystery, the moment before shelter hits ground and our eyes meet. feel your presence somewhere watching me all the time. I pray it never ends. I fight to make you proud, because only you make me safe. no lost bird will fly high but I will. the panther with wings that will survive a million nights. hunt them down and crave the lust of a thousand heartbeats close to my chest.

hope.

2012-02-21T18:19:00.000-08:00

road trips with no destination, cities from the sky, closed doors to break down.

2012-02-20T16:06:00.000-08:00

photo by me

i wanna not give a fuck.

2012-02-20T14:50:00.001-08:00

. once again i find myself lost in translation .

i hear the chorus but i don't hear the verse.

2012-02-19T12:52:00.000-08:00

. from a shoot i did with los angeles based photographer shelby duncan a few days ago .

d a n g .

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breakfast in the garden, preparing for a wild day.

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distant memories.

2012-02-19T12:36:00.000-08:00

time to hide away.

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" Send your dreams. Where nobody hides. Give your tears. To the tide. No time. No time. There's no end. There's no goodbye. Disappear. With the night. No time. No time. "

saturday hallo !!

2012-02-18T15:40:00.001-08:00

moi captured by nicky kay in silverlake !!

even if we don't, we do.

2012-02-18T12:17:00.001-08:00

photo by me

life in between in this crazy city, let me sing you a song.

2012-02-18T12:11:00.000-08:00

photos by me

overdosed on dreamy thoughts, future reflections, late night scandals, love in a trashcan, cheap wine . . .

2012-02-18T11:42:00.001-08:00

and expectations beyond self control.

photo by me

it's funny how it works.

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amazing.

2012-02-16T01:39:00.001-08:00

a little insight in a troubled heart.

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i succeeded in something that i wanted so bad for so long and thought was impossible for that second in time. no, never really impossible but just almost. i have had dreams and expectations far beyond and want to live up to every single one of them but also not let anyone down on the road to get there. now i wake up smiling but still not quite. and i wonder, what happened ? it feels like yesterday my heart was shining and excited to take upon this new journey of mine. that's because it was yesterday, almost. somehow somewhere. today i let myself down and someone else i respect. fuck fuck fuck. do i escape to another land or just realize that i have a right to do so if it means protecting my own sanity and health. life is weird. will i ever learn or will this always be a journey to get there. i guess time will tell.

goodnight.

now i'll make you suffer more than you ever dreamed.

2012-02-15T14:45:00.000-08:00

memories so strong they can almost brainwash this being.

2012-02-14T13:13:00.000-08:00

photo by me

art show this thursday night downtown los angeles.

2012-02-14T01:09:00.000-08:00

my good friend and artist alonys art is putting up some of her work at this event thursday night downtown los angeles. there will also be two pieces by yours truly !! yes. so come by and have a drink and see some crazy cool art if you're out and about in this city of angels !!!!!!!

breaking into troubled minds stealing the heart leaving the gold.

2012-02-14T01:00:00.000-08:00

i was captured by nicky kay

. y e s .

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just like the stars up in the sky, put me to sleep after.

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make it a journey worth every bit.

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screaming from the top of our lungs with the smiths high on repeat craving freedom missing that one.

2012-02-12T10:58:00.000-08:00

good morning sunday.

2012-02-12T10:56:00.000-08:00

photo: amber heard

now we drift.

2012-02-09T14:37:00.000-08:00

. last night .

los angeles i love you todaaaaaaaaaaaaay !!!!!!!!!!!!

2012-02-09T14:35:00.002-08:00

but times change, life happens and we are no longer us after sunset.

2012-02-09T02:01:00.000-08:00

photo by me

let's get out of here.

2012-02-08T20:45:00.000-08:00

never be mine never see the shadows.

2012-02-08T19:49:00.000-08:00

photo by me

but the night is still young.

2012-02-06T21:21:00.001-08:00

california sun in our eyes.

2012-02-06T01:11:00.001-08:00

sunday hike at griffith park with bestie nicky kamrava captured through my iphone lens !!

los angeles, you will be mine again.

2012-02-06T01:10:00.001-08:00

oh yeah, oh dear, sunday hallo !!

2012-02-06T00:21:00.000-08:00

smoked salmon on crispy bread with cabernet for dinner.

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some kind of something we shared in that time of our crazy youth.

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she told me, everyday is a special gift, to use your sanity and make the magic rain, no pour.

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captured by danna sta-anna last week somewhere up there !!

fuck you, i will never be just another girl.

2012-02-06T00:03:00.000-08:00

scarlett.

2012-02-04T00:47:00.001-08:00

lay me down where the roses die.

2012-02-01T01:43:00.000-08:00

. pick me up with a sweet goodbye .

- i hear the bass, i hear the rave -

on the edge of a dream that you think you might have.

2012-02-01T01:31:00.000-08:00

soko soko soko ! ! ! ! ( track of the the day )

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. awesome new video from soko .

oh yeah.

2012-01-28T15:17:00.001-08:00

crazy saturday adventures.

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in the middle of it all, all the chaos, i still dream.

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you decided to give up, i decided to live it up.

let's love while we can and remember why we moved on.

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night time junkie with shorter hair.

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. wooooooop .

in search for golden walls.

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my track of the day, download it and play out loud please.

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download for free here !!

i walk through paris in the rain.

2012-01-21T04:13:00.000-08:00

!!!! been dancing around to this !!!!

this sunrise is precious and everything below doesn't matter even if we want it to.

2012-01-19T09:20:00.001-08:00

drawing i just did "breaking into empty houses" !!

today was quite a good day.

2012-01-19T08:48:00.000-08:00

i'm packing for los angeles. headed back in a couple days. excited to work on new projects, get inspired by the streets of the city, the nature, the sun and the people.

see you there !!!!

i'm a fan.

2012-01-17T02:56:00.000-08:00

kirsten dunst by terry richardson

tuesdayrandoms.

2012-01-17T02:55:00.001-08:00

freedom within.

2012-01-16T06:23:00.000-08:00

i brought my electric guitar overseas in hopes of playing a little bit better when i would return. i know it's been forever, this trip. not really, but kinda feels like it at times. i left my acoustic for you to play. now i'm packing again.

streets float and i see your face but it somehow disappears.

this has been a fortune though, one must remember. lots of strawberry ice cream. lots of wine. red mostly, from all over the world. beautiful faces that kindly had missed me so deeply it showed all over. dancing like a maniac to the sound of old tracks that would definitely now be defined as guilty pleasures. getting drunk and waking up at four in the afternoon. traveling to the snow covered alps living in a little village forgetting about the world existence if only for a minute. hugs and kisses and many more of them. making fun of old boy friends with someone who knows. grey clouds with cold winter charm that keeps it all too real and makes you remember.

but also a nervous heart with impulses that when restrained looses control and fall.

but then a battle won. somehow somewhere. at it's best and i shall not forget.

now let the fun begin.

i believe we were strangers meant to meet then love then live then fall then part.

2012-01-15T18:13:00.002-08:00

-- STARRED "Cemetery / Machine" from V Magazine --

another heart another journey another chance another night another dance.

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. another you .

the last goodbye.

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best of two worlds.

2012-01-11T03:44:00.001-08:00

hallo.

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don't worry i'm back from my winter haze !! what a ride. what a world.

let the fun begin.

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. smelling the roses baby .

mørke dage på et strandhotel.

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